Third/fourth day

Sorry I forgot to write anthyhting yesterday.  It went great though.  I had a short run in the morning, and I ate lots of fruit and lettuce.  I stayed right at 300. Today's going to be just as good I think.  Today is a 400 calorie day, and so far all I've had is 90 calls of cottage cheese.  The rest of the days calories is are going to be from fruit.  I'm anxiously waiting for my package to arrive, because in that package is a fricken lot of clothes that I'm dying to wear. One of the things I love the most is clothes.  And one might say " oh that's normal for a teenage girl". But I really love clothes and trends and all that .   I just hope that when I move to Cali I won't stick out in a bad way.  My gramps was telling me about the sex trade stuff there, and I don't want to blatantly look like I have no clue what in doing or where I'm going but hey that's where acting comes in.  

Summer pretty nice and relaxing.  I'm so happy to have this new Ana buddy.  She's super cool and we're actually helping each other out.  I'm fully determined to finish this ABC diet, and she wants to, but she's having the problem I used to have.  Not focusing I or something, and having problems with cravings.  It's nice for me to be the one keeping the other person on track.  I don't know if I talked about this earlier, but I've been looking at my addiction to food the way someone would look at an addiction to alcohol.  So I admitted I had a problem ( over eating), found my own version of god, have been doing great controlling myself around food, (I don't really know the exact twelve steps) but now I feel like I'm on to e step of helping someone else.  She might not have the same weird things with food as I did, but its still helping me to be able to instruct and motivate her.  She's motivating me too.  And honestly I think it helps a little that we have the same name haha.  I love this. 45 more days of this doesn't sound like that long. And I'm not trying to jinx myself here, but I can't remember that last time I binged haha..  Thanks twelve steps!!