I think I ate about 1,500 calories to day. Which is awesome if i want to stay fat and miserable. I essentially ate all my calories between 7 anf 8:30 too. The problem with when i eat is it tend to be foods that arent good for binging. Not that I want to binge a lot anway, but it creates a problem... I can't even finish that thought because i realize i am the problem I'm the only one holding me back from eaing skinny. All I need t do is not eat, and have will power. I know I can! I realize most if not all my posts sound kind of whiny. I'll work on that becasue I'm really not like that in person. I must just be disheartened.
I have an ana buddy (if anyone else wants an ana buddy contact me) and it helps for the most part to control what i eat, but sometimes i binge and just neglect to tell her... which defeats the purpose of an ana buddy. im going to try to find someone who will check up on me an make sure im not eating
In other news I audtioned for a music competiotion today. The prize is 1,000 dollars and I could really use it. Tomorrow my step mom is going out of town so i'll have a little time to spend with my dad and im looking forward to that. Anyway more developments tomorrow. night!
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