Strange Dream

I had the lap top open yesterday and fell asleep before I could even blog.  But between then and now I had a very strange dream.  Now most of the fine details have been lost because everything leaves me so quickly when I wake up but here's the gist...
I'm paddling by myslef in a pretty little boat out into the open ocean.  I'm just kinda thinking to myself that this would be a prime spot to die, so the first thing I see out the boat i'll jump out into.  I two animals going through my head at that point were sharks and jellyfish.  Preferably I was to jump out of the boat into a swarm of beautiful jellyfish and just get stung to death.  In my dream the jellyfish I was picturing were all pink and had thorn like things in their tentacles or whatever they're called.  I'm not sure about all the details here, but a shark swam up and was rocking my boat, probably to push me out.  Now here's the weird part.  I don't remember paddling but somehow I managed to get back to the dock.  I tried to jump from the boat to the dock and landed in the water.  So I was splashing around for dear life trying to get to the dock, meanwhile there are jellyfish and sharks swimming around below me, and I have no idea why I didn't do what I originally planned, and just let them eat and sting me..  I guess I made it but I woke up.  I feel like I didn't want them to eat me because it was no longer my choice, but something else causing it to happen.  I have water dreams all the time.  They're the only ones i can ever remember and its always mostly calm water and scary sea monsters or ocean creatures below just waiting.  Those dreams are scary.
On a food related note, I felt like I did really well last week.  I would have done really well yesterday, but I came home over the influence, and ate some rice, some popcorn, and toast.  Honestly with those it probably brought me to about 1,200, which would have been shitty anyway, but I made it shittier by eating it and then just passing out and not working any of it off.  So today I had half a grapefruit, some strawberries, and some respberries for breakfast and will eat nothing for the rest of the day.  I'm also buying tons of green tea and laxatives today.  Just a tip for anyone who uses laxatives: Don't use mineral oil.  I read about it and thought I'd try it.  Big mistake haha, it's so disgusting and for lack of a better word messy.  I'm also going tanning today and getting my hair cut and highlighted.  YES!