mission successful

Yesterday was the most successul day I've had in a reall long time.  I woke up and had a 300 calorie breakfast.  At first sight this may seem a little excessive, but the only other thing I ate was an apple.  I did think about food every once in a while but it was matched with a stronger thought of you’re too fat for this don’t even think about it.  I give all the credit to not smoking during the day. Even though I gave myself 200 calories for the rest of the day, I didn’t eat anything else.  Today I’ve eaten a grapefruit and I’m not really sure what else I want.  It’s crazy how I have no appetite right now.  I’m so used to being high and having the munchies that when I don’t it’s just weird. Being able to just say no and leave it at that is nice.  Still miss it though and it’s only been a day.

 I don’t want anyone to have the wrong impression of weed.  I’m not addicted or experiencing withdrawal symptoms. It’s not like that, because weed isn’t like that.  I just miss it because it’s a comfort.  It’s like a little smokable kitten that cuddles me from the inside. I know that’s a weird analogy but bear with me. Not only that but it literally makes everything more enjoyable.   Unless you try it, there is no way anyone could describe it (that’s not me encouraging everyone to go out and smoke. I’m just saying).  But during the day I can live without it.  Since I made the rule that I can’t eat after seven; that means that I only can smoke after seven. I think that’ll solve a lot of problems.  Well that’s my last rant about drugs probably.

                For exercise I worked out with a wrestler at our school.  I didn’t know it before, but if there’s one sport that knows about losing tons of weight, it’s the wrestling team.  So we worked out. Hard. I have to say it was the best workout I’ve had in a long time, including my weightlifting class that I have for about 50 minutes a day (on school days).  It’s not really a work out but I had work yesterday too and was walking and lifting things for four and a half hours.  Yesterday is what I wish everyday was like. 

                As well as calorie restricting, I’m going to load up on water.  My friend said that helps a lot with weight loss. Although I drink a lot of water anyway I don’t know how much more I can drink but I’ll try my hardest.  Any other suggestion let me know! 

 My current weight is 122