Getting Better

breakfast-toast with penut butter and bananas on top. about 250 calories
lunch- nada
dinner- grapefruit. 100 calories
    Three fifty calories total isn't bad.  I'm now going to fill my dvd player with P90X CD's and press random.  I'll try to do two but usually P90X bores me so I quit after one.  I'll probably end up doing a disc of P90X and then maybe half an hour of zumba or something. 
     Something tells me that when I weigh myself in the morning tomorrow I'll be in the teens! yes!  I just weighed myself fully clothed and it said 122.4 or something.
    I don't have too much to talk about today... My ex came to town and wanted to go get coffe, so we went and got him coffe.  I got away with "My friend just started working at a coffee shop so I can get free coffee whenever I want" (Not that I've ever taken her up on it.)  It was nice catching up, but kind of awkward. I expected it to be though.
    Reguarding Moose, my friend told me to call the cops and file a complaint or whatever, but I wouldn't feel right about it for so many reasons.  First of all I think he thought I was 18; not that that makes it better, but.... it kind of does.  Second of all, it means I'd have to tell my dad I was getting drunk with a bunch of twenty something year olds while I was supposed to be watching the house.  Third of all, he has a wife and kids.  No matter how disgusting what he did is, the last thing I want to be is a real "homewrecker" with out even trying.  Fourth, I'm still ashamed.  I probably could have done more.  I hate when people blame the alcohol.  I just can't imagine seeing him again, which I'm sure will happen sooner or later.  And fifth, I'm just worried he'd be more believable.  I have terrible luck with grown ups.  Police, parents, teachers; we're just not on the same level.  Ah well... I think this will me another gross secret I'll sweep under the rug.