movies

Today was perfect.  If I wasn’t such a screw up every day would be like this.  For breakfast I had a piece of toast with butter.  I read that eating a piece of toast with butter or peanut butter in the morning is good because it reduces cravings for starches later, and what better time to eat those delicious carbs than in the morning when they’ll all get burned off throughout the day.  For lunch I was planning of have 140 calories of mixed fruit, but they got super squished and messy so I didn’t eat them.  After school I took some Excedrin because there’s a lot of caffeine in them and I don’t have access to black coffee at school.  Then I worked out with my friend (It was high intensity, but not very long), walked home and ate dinner.  That consisted of ten cherry tomatoes, 2 oz of turkey and about a cup of green beans.  It totaled to about 120 calories, which means my total for the day is 270. That is ideal for me at this point. It’s a lot easier to manage because at least I’m eating something.

                On Saturday night I saw life of pi with a friend of mine.  I like hanging out with him but he’s gay and still in the closet so I feel like people think we’re together or something, and I don’t like the idea of that haha. He’s a great person, but not really “my type” for dating (and I don’t mean just because he’s gay).  And don’t get me wrong I fully support gay’s lesbian’s transvestites all that stuff. I have the “gay gene” in my mom’s side of the family I think.  I’m a firm believer there is one; although I think people can choose to be gay too.  It doesn’t really matter I guess; if you’re gay you’re gay.  Anyway life of pi was absolutely amazing. I never understood what people meant by “It’s beautiful” until I actually saw it. Because it truly was. Every seen was just captivating to look at in its self, and it had a really interesting storyline.  The day after I saw it everything reminded me of it. I literally couldn’t get if off my mind.

                On Sunday I went to the movies with a kid I’ve been putting off hanging out with for a while now.  He and two of his friends used to hang out with me and my friends, and I’ll admit, we dated. Probably about three weeks or so.  It’s not his fault I get over guys fast.  So lately he’s been texting me and I keep responding to his wanting to hang out with “yeah I want to hang out with you guys too!” Put emphasis on guys. Plural. Ewwww… if there are any perverts, don’t take that sexually like I just did.  I mean like not just me and him.  I’m sure everyone got that. Everyone being the probably 6 people that read this. Anyway! So he asks me to the dance the night before, and I wasn’t really in the mood because he kept saying he was going to pay and I’m not interested in him like a date, so the last thing I wanted was to feel like I had to dance with him all night, so I told him I was still too sick and went to the movies with my other friend instead.  That sounds terrible but it’s all I could do in the moment.  So I texted him later to be polite and said that I wasn’t blowing him off and we should go for a hike or something on Sunday. I’ll admit I was hoping to scare him off with the hike thing, (but hey why not get a little exercise too?), but he agreed. To my dismay however, I woke up to snow on the roof tops and really harsh wind. So we decided to not go for a hike and go to a movie instead. Montana Is going through menopause or something because one day it’s a balmy 60, and the next its 35 degrees with freezing winds.  At least this time of year it’s especially bad… Although we have gotten snow in every single month of the year at some time or another.  I realize I’m getting way off topic. Sorry.  So we decide upon Jack the Giant Slayer.  I really really really didn’t want him to pay but he wouldn’t take no for an answer.  Finally I came to realize that getting a free movie wouldn’t be the worst thing ever. And in this economy, why not?  It was a fine movie, I think the princess was way more attractive than the guy who was playing jack; but hey I don’t believe it matters, which is weird because I brought it up.  The thing I hated about the movie had nothing to do with the movie itself.  The kid I went to the movies with had really terrible breath and he kept whispering and somehow breathing hard or something…  I just ended up breathing into my coat.  I probably sound like a real bitch, but I just really hate bad breath it just grosses me out and it’s so not hard to have fresh breath.  After the movie he hugged me. I made sure to give him the “friend pat”.  Later he wouldn’t quit texting me and calling me beautiful so I eventually just had to quit replying.

                Well that was a pretty good sum up of my weekend and up to this point.  Thanks for reading!