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Hello. I have tried twice before to make a blog and I'm always bad at remembering  to keep up with it. I'm going to try to keep up with this blog though because I need to practice determination. I'm 5'2" 125 lbs and have had an ED for about three and a half years. But lately it's been dawning on me just how disgusting I am. And I want to weigh 80 lbs or 90lbs by June.   I really encourage leaving comments (if you're pro Ana. Otherwise please keep it to yourself because telling someone it's unhealthy to starve isn't going to make them not want to starve).  I would appreciate advice and encouragement and if I fail or binge and write about it, thinspiring comments are good too :). Anyway today I've eaten a grapefruit and two lives of toast I don't plan on eating anything for the rest of the day, I just wanted to get my metabolism going. I'm going to try the three day military diet the second I get a chance. I just need to go shopping first. I binge sometimes but try not to because its hard for me to purge. Anyway if I eat something terrible today I'll post about it later. Also fun diets to try. Pretty much any questions or comments you have just let me know! Thanks for reading I'll try to keep up with this