car!

Tomorrow morning I'm hopefully going to get my liscense. The only problem is that I'm not completely sure what to bring.  I hope it works because if I don't have everything I'm going to be really frustrated.  I've been able to get my liscence since December and nobody's taken me to get it yet.  I already know the car I'll hopefully get.  It's a 2000 pontiac grand am. It's pretty nice and the first thing I thought when I got in it is that it smelled like my brother who I'm always missing, and he has a pontiac too so it's just meant to be. That is the strange concusion I've come to.  The only problem is, my dad is a stickler and says he'll only help me out with the car if I make a written budget; like I don't already pay super close attention to numbers.  But I guess he doesn't know how much I count everything.  And speaking of counting, I've counted too many calories consumed today.  I'd say close to two thousand.  And the thing about me when I eat that much is a lot of it tends to be carbs...  I'm doing a hard "wrestler friend" workout tomorrow, so that'll be good for me.  Plus after have eating days like this, i come back with a vengence and lose more than i gained.  Plus I think it's good for my metabolism.  Today it was a cardio day in weights.  That's every wednesday. and I had work and walked around so I'm mad at myself, but I know for sure it could have been worse.  It wan't the most unhealthy binge i've had, but i can't tell myself that. I have to be hard on myself!  And I NEED another new ana buddy.